Mixed feelings

Day dreaming, I am day dreaming
With my eyes open.
I see you, I see you, smiling
When I close my eyes.

My heart beats fast,
A little bit fast,
When I see you.

Butterflies fly in my belly.

When I look at you.

I can't take my eyes off you,

Who are you? I am day dreaming.

Mesmerised, I am lost, 

In my world of dreams.

But, reality might just have 

Knocked on the door,
Wrenching me out of
This day dreaming mode.

They say that you're not

Who I think who you are;

That you may not love me back

And love my kind; 

I want to ask you, if it's true.

But you are someone ,

I never want to lose. 

Should I give my heart to you?

Or not, I wonder.

Because this time if it breaks 

I am afraid there is no comeback...

I am sad that the buds of my love 

Will wither before they bloom.

Should I just have told you 

And lost you, or lose you silently...

If you can hear me, if you can feel, 

Listen to the sound of my heart, 

There is a feeble voice which says

"I love you"...